Monday, December 12, 2011

Dear God,

I don't know if you are out there, I don't know what to believe anymore. God give me strength is something I hear all of the time, but what if your not there. Who gives us strength? Only ourselves can. What if we aren't strong. I sometimes pray, but I dont know why I do, I don't expect you to listen. I know sometimes luck has helped me, and some people say that it is God watching over you. I don't believe that. If you watched over us you would help more, to see the struggles people have, so how can there be a god in a world devoted to science, and a world full of evil and unjust action. If man was made to be like its creator, then our creator is imperfect, and is selfish. And he quarrells. And he has depressing thoughts. And maybe even a mental illness. He has trials just as we as men are tried. So what if we have a god, a god that controls everything. That would mean he controls the good and the bad, everything is because of him, the sadistic crimes, and horrible abuse. You say thats the devil, well what if the devil is just another face of god, like a multiple personality disorder? He can have mental illness because he is like man. It is not to far to assume this. So, if there is a god, he is mentally ill, sadistic, evil, generous, depressed, happy, sad, caring, smiting, and perfectly imperfect. Our god is an human being. That is an even scarier thought then having no god at all.

Sincerely,

Confused

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