Why do you keep trying? Why dont you go home and pull that fucking trigger? Why do care what you become? Why do you want to be someone? Why is your life falling apart at the seams? Because your real dad doesnt even like you? Who cares, thats the least of your problems, no one fucking loves you. Soon your own friends will shun you. Your money is why people hang out with you. Your a boring, rich asshole. So whats stopping you? It wouldnt hurt to die, a click of that trigger and then silence. And the pain disappears. So go do it, if you can muster the courage. Why didnt you do this a long time ago? Because you havent acheived what you want? So what happens when you finally get the job? What about when you buy that car? Your still a fucking no body. Your a sixteen year old, still young and dumb. So why are you so boring, you try so hard to be interesting. But people just want what you have, and you know it. Quit trying,
Sincerely,
Your real fucking thoughts
lies.
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LIES.
you shush.
you are one of the most loved/loveable people I have ever met in my life.
your true friends would do absolutely anything for you.
don't you DARE think any differently because it's 100% true.
I swear to Jesus if you die before me I'm gonna practically be dead.
you're my best friend, you have been since the beginning.
you haven't left my side when it came to the worst, and you're still here.
thats more than I can say about anyone, ever.
even Kelsey, Ashley, Savannah, Summer, Bryanna and Travis.
and thats all saying something.
so.
you.
better.
not.
die.
at least until I die.
ahah.
yeah! but seriously. if you just happen to shoot yourself, I would probably do the same within the next five years.
I don't like not having you around, and you not being around forever would be way too much.
knowing you think this makes me very incredibly sad.
you're abolsultey amazing, in every way possible.
I don't see how you could eeevvvvveeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr think any differently.
you are just so cute.
you're funny.
smart.
easy to talk to.
yo uahve a good sense of style, along with the music you listen to.
If anyone's ever around you for your money i will personally make them bleed.
I can promise that.
you don't deserve that, and you definitely don't deserve them.
those people make me sick.
kick em in the jugular.
do it.
anyways.
in all seriousness, you're amazing.
absolutely amazing.
amazing amazing amazing.
all
the
time.
forever.
how in the worrrllllllddd can you say you're boring!?
oh my lord, boy.
you crazyy.
you're one of the most entertaining people I know.
you just sitting there talking to me is extremely entertaining to me.
evern if you're not talking, if you're just looking at me or something, then it's STILL entertaining to me.
and besides. I don't just want what you have.
If what you're saying is right, I MAY be one of the few, I wouldn't know, but by god it's true.
baaaaah.
be happpppy.
you're a good person.
you deserve to be happy.
your best friend knows you would be happier if you just gave them a chance to show you there was more to them than the past.
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